Lessons @ Midnight

So what if she does not like me, I still Love her.
Its 3 past midnight and raining incessantly.My body can feel the cool breeze,my shivering reminded it.
Guess what?......... i had a great drink the night before, drink was great but i am not so, not atleast not now my dear.
It is painful to express your feelings to the Girl whom you like more than your life. I just did it but in an aberrated condition.
"Nature is a great teacher" Wordsworth had said........ and it is really.
I am alone in the dark,looking at the empty roads and wondering why did i do the mistake.

Bye Bye

ப்ரவீன் சால்தனாவின் கடைசி நாள் இன்று
(In ING Vysya Bank Organisation)
-வேலன்
01-ஆகஸ்ட்-2008

Its been raining non-stop for the past one hour,the weather is too cold and i have
no cigarettes to smoke.I just had a gazing look @ Ganesh a non-stop chatter box
who has thousand questions to ask for each action.Now he is wondering why he
came to Lido Mall to see the cinema.
Why not..? but a really idiotic qstn to ask.To know the circumstances that lead
to this situation you have to rewind a little bit ( after all we are in a theatre - so pls rewind).

It all started when Arun (My ING Colleague) got a call from his frnd (gal obviously)
inviting him to Jaane Na.. Ya Jaane Tu.He turned back and said to me "Buddy are
u coming for the movie". I asked "With whom".Three of my college mates and they
are gals too was his reply. I didn't hesitate for a second called up Ganesh and confirmed
his participation as always he had thousand qstns.He wanted to sit inbetween two gals.
He wanted to know how they look alike etc etc.Only on our warning that he will
be dropped if he asked anymore that bugger accepted at once.

Was get set ready @ 7.00 it was raining, Arun rode the car like Akshay Kumar in his
Thums-Up ad.Called up Ganesh to buy food.There were three gals so i decided to take
the back-seat while returning ( :-) ) since the car can accomadate only 5 ppl.So it makes
4 ppl in the back ( 3 gals and one guy and it was none other than me ).

Had a quick dinner and got dressed up.Was everyone in dreams??? i don't know.
We reached @ 8.45 for 9 PM show which i had never done in my life.The gal's
called up and confirmed they are at 4th floor.Everyone went into rest room had a quick
fresh-up (was tat because of gals i don't know).Combed the hair,looked at the mirror and
at the belly some with satisfaction and some with anger.

Alas all spoiled up now.Wat the hell the gal's had come-up with their mother.It was a
moment of shattering, moment of truth and of course discomfort.All of us looked at
each other in disbeleif.The gals sat in one side and the guys in other side.Mind was not in Cinema
all the dreams were wiped out,just like how the rains take away a sand house built by
childrens.

Everyone was aghast,Ganesh tried his best to sit next to a gal without any success,adding more fun to our laughter we had later.We did not even care to ask them for any snacks during interval.
How mean of us...? tats the way it went.

Now i am sitting outside the Lido mall waiting for Arun to pick - up us back to the room.
Guess where is he...?
He is out there to drop them and return back (It is 5 mins past 12 in the night).Ganesh has
lot to complain now and i have no ears or heart to hear them out.

Jaane Na... Ya Jaane Tuuuuu.

உறக்கம்

உன் நினைவுகள் என் உள்ளத்தை
மட்டுமா எடுத்து சென்றது
என் உறக்கத்தையும் அல்லவா
எடுத்து சென்று விட்டது
உனக்கே தெரியாமல் என் உலகை
எடுத்து சென்றாய்
- வேலன்

கண்களினால் காதல் செய்

உன் கண்கள் என்ன காந்தமா
எந்தன் நினைவுகள்
அதனை மட்டுமே எண்ணுகிறது
- வேலன்

சொல்லாமல் ஏன் இருக்கிறேன்....?

என் காதலை சொல்லாமல் இன்னும் ஏன்
இருக்கிறேன் தெரியுமா..?
சொல்லாமல் இருப்பதில் உள்ள சுகம் தான்.
- வேலன்

காணாமல் போன என் இரவுகள்

நீ பறித்து சென்றது என் இரவுகளை மட்டும்
அல்ல என் நினைவுகளையும் தான்
- வேலன்